I was a gawky, pimple-faced teenager trying hard to be invisible from the world until art and music changed my life. Art magnetized my soul tribes and began healing my self-esteem. Being among artists, musicians, and singers in high school made me realize I wasn’t weird for drawing, painting, disco dancing, (it was the 70’s) and writing instead of hunting, fishing and rebuilding my Ford Pinto’s carburetor.
Suddenly I left what felt like, a lifetime of loneliness; and had purpose through creative communities that enjoyed some of the similar creative things I did. I felt seen and heard without feeling a need to hide. I loved my new, like-minded friends. Each week we came together to express our uniqueness. It was heaven.
One of the great things about living in Los Angeles are the artists. There are millions of artists gathered here to express their talents. Actually, my favorite people to do psychic readings for are artists, because they’re open-minded and usually open-hearted. That’s the bright side of being an artist.
The same is true if you’re a plan ol’ run-of-the-mill asshole. Fame and success amplifies your ass-hole-it is attributes too. It’s a dramatic statement, but after 25 years of connecting with the biggest artists and performers in the world, I see this Starving Artist Pattern often. Of course, it’s not all bad.
Part of what tames an artist’s resistance and insecurity is to consistently feed the artist’s heart with beauty, inspiring movies, uplifting lyrics, liberating movement, dance, meditation, music, kindness, travel, and inspirational people, places, circumstances and situations that resonate with their inner being. These activities throw our soul wide open which is why it’s great to be happily obsessed with your genuine artistic, creative expression.
THE DARK SIDE
Artists are often riddled with aspects of self-sabotage. Something I gently refer to as, the Starving Artist Syndrome™. This dark side does not go away when an artist achieves their desired goals. Actually, the higher a creative person goes, the higher their self-sabotage goes. For example, fame amplifies a person’s insecurities – a lot. If you’re an authentically kind person when you’re broke-ass-broke, your kindness is amplified ten-fold when you achieve fame or success.